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>> Pregnancy Diaries
3/25/2022 -- endless decisions
From the first day that I had confirmation of there being a little human growing in my stomach, I have had endless decisions to make.
To carry this seed to term or quietly remove it before it can grow into an individual.
To birth it in a traditional hospital setting, at home or at a stand alone birthing center.
To tell my family, friends, & employer about this new found life or keep it on the hush for a bit.
To continue relationship with people or use my energy for myself.
To accept new. To accept change or fight against it.
What do I want? for me. for my baby. for my partner. for my life.
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
(Because it’s natural. It’s human.)